I'm trying something new.

I've seen people do this before, so here's the idea.
For the next, I'm going to say 100 days, I'm going to take a picture of myself expressing how I am feeling. I'll post it on here.

And that's what this blog will be for the next 100 days,
can you handle that?
Get ready for day one.

here's what hurts.

I feel pretty terrible.
It hurts me the most when you have that moment in time, where you grown apart from someone so much, that the hand shake you put hours into making, is forgotten.
And then, all the things they said they would never do, they are.

I don't understand why I get hurt by friends so simply.
What am I doing wrong?

This is all I have to say:

I'm really glad things are ending up the way you wanted and the way I know will bring you heart ache in the end. I also hope that when the ending moment comes and you're crushed and I'm still here, you'll understand the full sarcasm that goes along with my respond "You poor child."

Singles Awareness Day.

Today is Valentine's Day and I do not like it. In a weird way, I wish I had a valentine so I could say I have one, but it another way, I just want to be with lots of people tonight and not think about the fact I do not have a valentine.
I got to think about what I was thinking this time last year and boy, I wasted so much time.
I'm not going even to go into that, but long story short, I spent way too much time liking a guy who would end up making me regret it.

So Happy Valentine's Day! I hope your day is filled with love.

I found this post appropriate.

Since tomorrow is Valentine's Day, I decided to compile together some of my favorite love songs, and movie quotes and post them for all to see. No, I do not have a valentine, just saying-but this seemed like a good thing to do when one has free time.

Songs-

Angels & Airwaves- Breathe
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel
Aiden- Moment
Beyonce`-Halo
A Fine Frenzy- Almost Lover & Think of You
Jason Mraz and Colbie Calliat- Lucky
Tenth Avenue North(*which in actually isn't a love song, but a religious song)- By Your Side
A Rocket to the Moon- On a lonely night
Thunder- Boys like Girls
Owl City- The Saltwater Room
Jermaine Paul- Eyes Like Brazil
Lady Antebellum-Need You Know
Sara Barellies- City
Jonas Brothers- Can't have You
Boys like Girls & Taylor Swift- Two is better than one
Jason Wade- You belong to me
Colbie Calliet-Realize
The Maine-Into Your Arms
(OKAY.THERE ARE ALOT MORE, BUT I NEED TO STOP WITH SONGS...)

Movie Quotes-

"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone."- The Notebook

“Death can not stop true love, it can only delay it for a little while.”
-The Princess Bride

"If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just… passes you by…"
-My Best Friend’s Wedding

"Life is not the amount of breaths you make, it’s the moments that take your breath away."-Hitch

"You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love and love and love you."- Pride and Prejudice

“I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.”- Lord of the Rings

“Perhaps it is good to have a beautiful mind, but an even greater gift is to discover a beautiful heart.”- A Beautiful Mind

I hope you liked these, I certainly do.
(:

HONESTY.

I do not have any understanding of why I cannot maintain a blog.
That is all I have to say-maybe this is why I am not a very good blogger.

I fail.

I'm sorry, I really try to be a good blogger, I'm just not very good at it. I constantly get distracted by other things, but I have been inspired to try again- thanks to the wonderful blog of notebookdoodles! I discovered it after reading a friend's blog and just love it.
So, I'm going to start being a good blogger. I'm not making any promises though because, I'd hate to disappoint anyone. Then again, seeing as I do only have ONE follower...but, I do not want to disappoint that one follower. Just a side note: If you read my blog, do you mind following me? If you are a fellow blogger, you understand the great joy it is when you see you have a new follower.
I'll try my best to make my blog as interesting as possible, really I will. I'm even "revamping" it to attract people...that sounds a little odd, I'll admit. Also, I'm starting a 30 day one-month to live challenge, so starting tomorrow I'm going to be posting the new, exciting things I'm doing because I am living as if my days are numbered.

*Sigh*- Have you heard of formspring? I have. In fact, I've heard so much of it that I have one. I'm finding it to be not anything special and the reason for that is I've found myself being a little disappointed when I don't have any questions...isn't that terrible!? Okay, I'm now going to finish redoing my blog, go eat my Daddy's "johnny cake" (a.k.a. A HUGE HUSH PUPPY!), do homework, then play clarinet.

OH! And I'll take pictures of these things for your enjoyment! (: